Tuesday, December 30, 2003
Dearest Ashley,
This morning was miserable as was last night merely because I WOKE up. I feel better after a few various things. I don't feel as empty inside. Pain heals with time and love. It is a break, but only a break (kind of like a vacation yet slightly less pleasant). I put my faith in God. He plans out the future, near AND far, for you and me, or "us." No matter what the outcome, I will always be there for you and I know that you'll be there for me too. Have a fantastic New Year. Take all the time you need to think and tell me your decision in the end. I'll wait patiently.
Sincerely, Jay Carvin
This morning was miserable as was last night merely because I WOKE up. I feel better after a few various things. I don't feel as empty inside. Pain heals with time and love. It is a break, but only a break (kind of like a vacation yet slightly less pleasant). I put my faith in God. He plans out the future, near AND far, for you and me, or "us." No matter what the outcome, I will always be there for you and I know that you'll be there for me too. Have a fantastic New Year. Take all the time you need to think and tell me your decision in the end. I'll wait patiently.
Sincerely, Jay Carvin
